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There are millions of words to be said, Millions of thoughts and millions of sounds to be heard. But only by immersing yourself in your surroundings with an open heart and mind, will you be able to really experience the world...

Look behind the past and infront of the future

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5 months ago

I’m stuck and i don’t know what to do.

Well, here i am writing again.. i really dont know where to turn to anymore. internalizing everything is killing me and i really want to explode right now.

Well, right now i’m writing this, i just got news..my grandfather is diagnosed with myeloma fibrosis. Its a type of blood cancer that is so far untreatable and the average life expectancy for it is 5yrs! :( only 5 years:( the more i read about it, the more worried i get and the more useless i feel:( i understand majority of the medical terms when i read the papers on it but i cant find a possible cure so far. i feel like crying,like breaking down,like throwing everything away to be by his side but i cant.i know that is not what he would want me to do.

God, why? why do you put him through all this? i’ve already lost 1 grandfather and i will regret for the rest of my life not being able to spend more time with him. i dont want to lose another so soon. God please help me. please. i beg of you. not for me, but for the rest of my family. my brothers,my cousins,all the people who havent spent enough time with him and most importantly my mum. i cant stand the sight of my mum being sad. i cant look my mum in the eye and see that shes about the burst into tears.i cant.i dont want to.

i’m speechless.i’m torn.i need to just stop time.i need time.i need power.i need God right now.

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1 year ago

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1 year ago

“I actually attack the concept of happiness. The idea that - I don’t mind people being happy - but the idea that everything we do is part of the pursuit of happiness seems to me a really dangerous idea and has led to a contemporary disease in Western society, which is fear of sadness. It’s a really odd thing that we’re now seeing people saying “write down 3 things that made you happy today before you go to sleep”, and “cheer up” and “happiness is our birthright” and so on. We’re kind of teaching our kids that happiness is the default position - it’s rubbish. Wholeness is what we ought to be striving for and part of that is sadness, disappointment, frustration, failure; all of those things which make us who we are. Happiness and victory and fulfillment are nice little things that also happen to us, but they don’t teach us much. Everyone says we grow through pain and then as soon as they experience pain they say “Quick! Move on! Cheer up!” I’d like just for a year to have a moratorium on the word “happiness” and to replace it with the word “wholeness”. Ask yourself “is this contributing to my wholeness?” and if you’re having a bad day, it is.”

— Hugh Mackay (via aeloquence)

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